Cure for cancer …

There’s rumors that there’s a cure for cancer, just that it would devastate the modern medical profession so they hush hush it … or kill people over it … but isn’t NOT sharing a cure also killing people? Anyway … Kevin Conroy, Sr. was buried yesterday … He died from cancer. Not even 40 yet with two kids 12 and 8 years old …

Was a different type of wake or viewing that I’ve been to before … This was all done in the church … So, after you went by the casket, you sat in a pew if you were staying for the mass … While you sat there, you saw them close the casket for mass … so you saw the families say their last goodbyes … You saw his two children and wife stand in front of the casket and look on at their father, husband for the very last time … I thought that was pretty damn heavy to be a witness to …

Then after all that, we sat there for an hour mass … I thought it was too long personally … I opted not to go to the cemetary … Like I said, I thought it was too much … Kudos to those who could handle it … After witnessing everything I did at the viewing/mass, and the fact that I hadn’t eaten (which contributed to me not feeling well), I couldn’t take the long drive to the cemetary and compose myself for a gravesite mass as well … The funeral was huge … Kevin had many friends …

I think it was a mixture of all those things … including some things I’m not mentioning … I will leave it at that .. but death is certainly something we must deal with … whether we want to or not …