So, the show tonight is canceled due to the weather … It’s really not even that bad … But, here I sit, working on another Out On the Town (well, in between my other stuff) and thinking about all the things I have half done, or three quarters done, or just started … or the things I say that I can do but never remember to do, or forget to do … This was part of the reason for a “project manager” application … Where I could keep track of all this stuff …
I told my father a year ago (or was it two years ago) that I could write something for him in 2 weeks … See? Isn’t that bad … I mean, I know that I could have had somethig working for him in two weeks, but the more I looked into it, the more involved it got, and where I know I could make it work much better as a web application, I was just overwhelmed with other projects … the little things I had to do to make other people happy … To make money to sustain whatever I have in the way of bills, etc … But, people are suffering … I’m sure my dad is suffering …
Now that I have the 6 night a week job, my work ethic is totally screwed up … By the time I get rolling in that programming mode, it’s time to either go to work, or pack up to go home from work (if I set up the laptop there and got involved). Now I have business coming in that I certainly don’t want to say no to, but I have said yes, and now projects sit not getting done …
This has to change, something needs to be done … I’m not really sure what right now, but I know I need to fix this …